Monday, January 30, 2012

A walk in a metro!!


In India the toxicity in air has crossed much above the threshold. The country has topped the list of nations which produce maximum toxin to be breathed by its inhabitants. Beyond this fact, Metropolitans remain the places of preference for many, withstanding the fact that the contribution to the toxicity is mostly from these places. These are the places which are decked by profligate life of elite class and the prodigal infrastructures that could never accommodate homeless. All that it could admit are the fake definitions of development and progress and with it additional toxicity in its airs explicated by deep hatred for people of other race, color, creed, faith, status etc.
Metro is one of the crafts of modern engineering that, thankfully, does not add much to the chemical toxicity of air. The factors that add to the toxicity of hatred are always exogenous and therefore, metro or any other technology can’t be the safe bet for blaming the same. Recently, I traveled by this marvelous piece of Indian development epitome, imported from Germany. Avoiding office hour rush, which  won’t give you even a space to breath when a mad rush automatically pushes you somewhere inside the coach, I left for my destiny a little late in the evening. The infrastructure, undoubtedly, is a treat to eyes that compensates for the hassle. The security check at the entrance reminded me Kashmir for two reasons. One is very obvious and the other was Mushtaq, a security personal who makes sure that the metal detector handed to him is working properly. The beep always meant nothing. I always wonder if they are checking the working of metal detectors or searching us.  Asking such a question in Kashmir was always suicidal, so I lived with the curiosity. Mushtaq was a guy with long beard who happened to be from my native place. But being Mushtaq never meant less of frisking. As a Kashmiri, he knew that we are meant to be frisked more and very much programmed not to mind. Metro streamed like beautiful Sridevi depicting Nagin in a super hit Bollywood movie of 80’s. The first cart, being reserved for young girls, looked all the more catchy, followed by other coaches with some reserved seats for women who may not support this unjust segregation of sexes. Metro aptly seemed representing Indian nation with so many reservations from head to tail. I too wished to protest by traveling in the first cart but the videos circulated on youtube showing lot of humiliation for men for this violent and unacceptable offence were more than scary for taking such risk. I entered one of the middle coaches and found a space to hang on the sides of a rod. With a curious look on the people sitting in a row, I wished someone to leave a seat early. A boy standing nearby either had a recent break off or just fallen in love. He was playing some alien songs loudly on his mobile phone, without any respect to the warning on the speaker for this being an offence. I would have penalized him several times more for making me guess so hard and still being confused for it to be a love song or a sad song. Sitting row was occupied by few women also. On my right, I could see a burqa clad woman with only eyes open and holding a child, around 2 years old, in her lap. She had some clean shaved male partner with her. On my left was a lady draped in sari with a broad vermillion (sindoor) along the parting of her hair and a bindi on forehead. She was also holding a child of almost same age in her lap and accompanied by a clean shaved male partner sitting with her. Children have this amazing talent of making people act like monkeys and parents enjoy the pride in this. The alien songs in the mobile phone of the guy standing with me had already been silenced after few stations and he was busy entertaining one of the kids with his monkey gestures. Suddenly the child in the ‘Hindu’ lap jumped from his comfort zone to reach near the child in the ‘Muslim’ lap. They caught each other’s sight, passed smiles and a kiss, much to the surprise of this bystander who was relieved of his job. Next station, the woman attired in sari stood up and took away his child to get down. This proved disastrous and the other kid started crying bitterly. Parents tried their experience and gestures to save themselves from embarrassment but it was futile. In all this frenzy, a man with turban entered the coach with a child in his lap. The smiles were back and the kisses were exchanged, much to the relief of parents and a child himself. My station came and I left, wishing we could never grow up to understand the differences that make our airs toxic. 

Monday, January 23, 2012

Nisar mein teri galiyon ke aey watan ke jahan... (Faiz)


Nisar Main teri galiyon ke aey watan ke jahan
chali hai rasm keh koi na sar utha kay chalay..
My salutations to thy sacred streets, O beloved nation!
Where a custom ‘that none shall walk with his head held high’ has been invented
jo koi chahnay wala tawaf ko niklay
nazar chura kay chalay, jism-o-jaan bacha kay chalay..
And if a devotee yearns to go on pilgrimage
Then He must walk, with eyes lowered & body crouched in fear
hai ahl-e-dil kay liye ab yeh nazm-e-bast-o-kushaad
ke sang-e-wakhast muqayyad hain aur sag azaad..
The heart is in a tumultuous wrench at the sight
Of stones and bricks locked away and mongrels breathing free
Bohot hai zulm kay dast-e-bahana joo kay liye
jo chand ahl-e-junoon tera naam lewa hain
In this tyranny that has many an excuse to perpetuate itself
Those crazy few that have nothing but thy name on their lips

banein hain ehl-e-hawas, mudda’ii bhi, munsif bhi
kisay wakeel karein, kis se munsafi chahein..
Facing those power crazed that both prosecute and judge, wonder
To whom does one turn for protection, from whom does one expect justice?
magar guzaarne walon kay din guzartay hain
teray firaaq mein yun subh-o-shaam kartay hain
But those whose fate it is to live through these times
Spend their days in thy mournful memories
bujha jo rozan-e-zindaan tu dil yeh samjha hai
keh teri maang sitaaron se bhar gayi hogi
When hope begins to faint, my heart has often conjured
Your forehead sprinkled with stars

chamak uthay hain salasil tu hum nay jana hai
ke ab sahar tere rukh per bikhar gayi hogi
And when my chains have glittered
I have imagined that dawn must have burst upon thy face
gharz-e-tasawwar-e-shaam-o-sahar mein jeetay hain
girift-e-saaya-e-deewar-o-dar mein jeetay hain
Thus one lives in the memories of thy dawns and dusks
Imprisoned in the shadows of the high prison walls
yunhi hamesha ulajhti rahi hai zulm se khalq
na in ki rasm nayi, na apni reet nayi
Thus always has the world grappled with tyranny
Neither their rituals nor our rebellion is new

yunhi hamesha khilaye hain hum nay aag mein phool
na un ki haar nayi hai na apni jeet nayi
Thus have we always grown flowers in fire
Neither their defeat, nor our final victory, is new!
isi sabab say falak ka gila nahin kartay
tere firaaq mein hum dil bura nahin kartay
Thus we do not blame the heavens
Nor let bitterness seed in our hearts (in times of parting)
gar aaj tujh se juda hain tu kal bhem hongay
yeh raat bhar ki judaayi tu koi baat nahin
We are separated today, but one day shall be re- united
This separation that will not last beyond tonight, bears lightly on us

gar aaj auj pe hai taali’-e-raqqeb tu kia
yeh chaar din ki khudaayi tu koi baat nahin
Today the power of our exalted rivals may touch the zenith
But these four days of omniscience (power) too shall pass

jo tujh se ehd-e-wafa ustawaar rakhtay hain
ilaaj-e-gardish-e-lail-o-nahar rakhtay hain
Those that love thee keep, beside them
The cure of the pains of a million heart- breaks